mereka sangat comel

maria elena, one of the famous blogger in the country has just got married and she and her husband sangat lah comel. family both side nampak rapat sangat and sangat happening wedding dorang. konsep dorang pun cantik. another video yang tunjuk dorang dating pun comel je. here's the official video of their wedding. how i wish my wedding pun nanti macam ni jugak. hailaaaaa

if only you know.

if only everything could work out like how you predicted, like how you say it will, won't it be great? but you were wrong, you were totally wrong. it is not as easy like how you say it. i know i'm not like how you wish i am, how you want me to. i'm not perfect. i'm still trying to improve myself and you know, you could always say it nicely. i try to be the best for you, to make you happy, to make you proud tapi perlu ke layan camni? i know, i'm not as good like other girls, i'm not feminine enough like other girls, i'm just some typical, plain, simple minded person who is actually trying to make some changes like how some people want me to. i wish you know how i feel, how hurt i am right now.

i'm officially single!

be my boyfriend, anyone?

budak kuliah...

harini ada kelas kokurikulum. then buat lah pelantikan bagai. aku pulak, dapat jawatan bendahari. bendahari lagi -.- masuk ni 3 kali dah aku jadi bendahari. bosan gilaaaa asyik dapat yang sama haha. then tadi bagi lah kertas nak tulis nama untuk jawatan semua. sampai kat budak kuliah aku yang sorang ni, seronok pulak dia sebut nama aku. penuh pulak tu dia sebut. then bila jumpa dia kat mana-mana dia mesti sebut nama aku. even though we were like 100 m far. gila betul dia tu. dalam kuliah pun dia panggil. masuk-masuk je terus dia panggil nama. dah lah dia duduk belakang. memang tak habis kuat pulak dia panggil. pergghhh.. malu siaaaal. 

p/s: good luck for your material hardware paper. i miss you so much. can't wait to see you. love you sayang

haircut

today, i had my haircut. it was done by my opposite room neighbor. i went on skype dengan my inche engineer and the first time he saw my hair, he laughed very hard. and then he said i looked very cute and he love it. happy betul bila dia cakap camtu. malu dah ni.

he secretly snapped some of my picture. he said he'll look at it whenever he misses me :3 this is the first time ever i did this kind of haircut. i look kind of weird actually. so, anyway, thank you very much to my inche engineer tersayang for puji me okay? amir sorang je yang rasa camtu haha xP btw, tadi masa lin. my friend datang bilik dia cakap ada amoi cina sesat -.- rasanya tak nampak macam cina pun. apa-apa pun, i'm going for now nak buat kerja. mati esok dengan lecturer kalau tak siap. okay then. bye-bye peeps.

p/s: study elok-elok kay amir. goodluck for your last paper. love you :D

adobe photoshop

you see, i never use adobe photoshop before cause i don't get how it functions. and plus, i find it's very annoying and wasting of time and it really pissed me off to see all the toolbar. unfortunately for me, for this semester, i HAVE to use it -.- nasib baik lah tak buat yang sampai tahap professional. kalau tak, memang masa tu jugak lah aku terjun dari tingkat 4 bilik aku ni haha. anyway, this is the result i got after 2 weeks of practical class:

awesome tak? okay maybe ni kerja tahap tadika lah tapi kira okay apa dapat buat sehebat ni bagi budak yang baru first time pegang adobe photoshop haha. dah lah dapat jenis C2, memang yang lama punyalah. acano lah dorang yang gila publisiti and gila edit gambar boleh tahan buat benda complex camni? nak gila buat.. nasib baik lah benda ni buat 3-4 minggu je. lepas ni gila sebab programming lah pulok alamatnya. dah lah, lepas ni gila programming lah pulak aku ni. dah lah, kerja meng-update benda alah ni bila pulak kerja nak jalan haha. oh btw, 

buat inche engineer saya:

study mathematics tu elok-elok ye. all the best for your papers

Hey youuuu

Hey you,

Do you know i miss you,

I wanna kiss you,

I want you be mine forever.

Hey you,

I want to hold you tight,

I want to be by your side,

I want you be mine forever.

Hey you,

Hear me sayin' this,

I'll be missing you,

Hey you,

Please hear this one last part of me,

I love you.

Hey you,

You always makes me happy,

Sometimes you make me crazy,

I want to be yours forever.

Hey you,

I will love you till the end,

And that's gonna happen,

I want to be yours forever.

Hey you,

Hear me sayin' this,

I'll be missing you,

Hey you,

Please hear this one last part of me,

I love you.

- this song was written for me by my inche avionic maintanence engineer yang tersayang - 

i still remember the lyrics and i made a small change on it. hope you don't mind :P ok lah. saya nak mandi then terus buat kerja untuk kelas esok dan jumaat. tetibe rasa sem ni aku dengan roommate aku dah terbalik. aku sangat rajin sem ni. perubahan yang sangat mendadak hahaha

do you know how hurt i am?

who knows that my intention to make him happy, to cheer him up and to make him smile turn out to be he's making fun of me. i did something that i think would at least make him smile and i did. he was happy about it and he find it very sweet. but things turn out differently when he accidently joke about something i find quite sensitive to me. i know it was not his intention to make me hurt but it did. so, next time please don't make such joke. it doesn't mean that when you've done it once you can make the same joke again. the first time i can laugh with you about it cause i don't want you to know how i really felt but i hope you had a great time.

this is for inche comel saya :3

i am so adorable lah. i made a picture of myself for my inche engineer who is now having his final exams for this semester at MIAT. tapi gambar ni snap masa tengah semester satu lagi. inche engineer saya dah tengok dah dan dia sangat lah suka :D 

seeeeee comel kan comel kan? ok sumpah nak muntah baca statement sendiri haha. okay lah. ini untuk inche engineer saya yang tengah struggle sekarang ni. do your best kay sayang. and then heaven and joy for you for a month. i should have given you this picture on your birthday next month. baru special sikit kan since i won't be there to celebrate your birthday with you. anyway, thanks for holding up for me, be there for me when i need you, always love me, never give up on me and sacrifice everything for me. thank you for be with me for 1 year, 7 months, 24 days and still counting.

this is for my inche avionic maintanence engineer, 

AMIR ARIFF AZMI.