banned from japanese & korean dramas or movies.

the title was right.
I've been banned from watching any Korean or Japanese dramas or movies.
well, i was slapped by my mother last night around 2. 30 am nearing to 3 am. D: i was watching Gokusen at that time when my mother suddenly barged in into my room and slapped me. she said i was watching porno. i don't think Gokusen has got anything to do with porno. not even a bit. i'm sure 100%. jgn kata buat sex, pgang tgn pun x dak (yg tu la yg paling low klas a couple would do). and how can she said i was watching porno? i tried my best to explained to her that Gokusen has got nothing to do with porno but she just wouldn't listened. -___- so, she banned me from watching anymore dramas and movies. ): there won't be entertainment for my anymore. my sis have done more than that. she's more advance than myself. she stay up almost every night and my mum have seen her staying up late and guess what? she didn't experienced the same thing i did. she just being scolded and went to bed after that. but i'm not. i've been slapped and being banned from watching dramas and movies and i even kena leter with my mum for damn 3 hours.

so aiden, i'm so sorry coz i went offline without telling u. the story above is the reason why. my mum asked me to shut down my lappy. i'm sad and broken heart for what my mum did. she just doesn't want to listen to my explanation. ): so aiden, i do hope that u understand my situation. good thing she didn't banned me from chatting and blogging. or else i would commit suicide. and jelly, here's an update for u to read. sorry coz it takes me more than a week to update. my eyes are swollen of crying so much and it hurts.

so, just some advice to give la. don't act stupid before u know the truth because, a small misunderstanding could make a big impact to a person just like how it did to me. so, here i am. no more online in the midnight. no more J&K dramas, movies. no more entertainment. no more chatting to aiden (since she only online in the midnight).

WELCOME STRICT LIFE OF RAJA NURUL IZZATI.







Pathetic.Life.of.Raja.Nurul.Izzati.2010

kucing pregnant.

Listening to: SNSD - Oh!

last night, there's 4 cats came to our house. begging for food.
3 of them are female and 1 of them are male or should i say, jantan. :D
and the 3 of them are pregnant.
the motive i'm telling this is because...

do u know why recently there's so many kucing pregnant by the street?
i'll tell u why. that's because...

they're doing 'seks bebas'. hoho. XD
it's true right? just looked at how many male cats came to our house last night.
it reminds me of teenagers nowadays. tch tch tch...
most of the teens always go along by the street and pick up a guy and have sex with them. wasn't it? that's why there's so many cases of 'buang anak'.
or they sayang sgt ngan depa punya bf smpai they do everything their bf suruh even sex included. then, when they got pregnant, their bf dumped them. then, when da beranak, go throw the baby somewhere where people x bole jumpa. the baby die just like that.

come on la. babies are not like pampers pakai buang kay. when u want, u bela. when u x nak, u buang merata at the dustbin la, longkang la, parit la and etc.
ish ish ish... girls nowadays x bole kawal nafsu.

anyway, i'll credit this to my sister because she started the topic and i just drag along with her. :3 hoho.
and i'm sorry if anyone terasa with this topic. don't find me. i'm innocent. chao. (:

Down.Memory.Lane.with.Raja.2010

stupid cellphone.

Listening to: ZE:A - Mazeltov

stupid cellphone! i set the alarm at 12.00 midnight sharp but it didn't rang! Aiden said she wanted to watched Herbie. so, i let her watched it and chat with me after that. it's 11.30 pm when i set the alarm. i didn't intend to sleep early last night but i have to bcause my eyes were so hurt bcause i cried to much. i woke up at 5 something in the morning. doesn't know the reason why. so, i looked at my cellphone and it was switched off. then only i realized that my stupid cellphone was out of battery! i set another alarm at 5.45 am and it shows the alarm but there's no sounds came out. i think that's what happened earlier. it can't produce sound bcause there's not much battery. :P

so, i'm sorry again aiden. for unable to chat with u last night. i was so damn sleepy and my eyes hurt and my alarm x bunyi. mianhae. gomen ne. (:

saranghae aiden. :D

Down.Memory.Lane.with.Raja.2010

random facts.

i know this sounds old-fashioned and probably everyone already knew about it but i still want to post it since i find it interesting. :D

STUDENTS + DYING = STUDYING

be careful people. don't be too stress of studying. (: cheer up and relax a bit. do your study bit by bit in a peaceful way. peace yo!





Down.Memory.Lane.with.Raja.2010

kata-kata semangat for STUDY.

i found some kata-kata semangat for my fella friends who's going to face exams any moment. (: chayok!!! ganbatte!!! hwaitingggg!!! X3

LANGKAH-LANGKAH UTK MEMASTIKAN KITA BERJAYA DI DALAM PELAJARAN

- tumpuan terhadap pelajaran - menelaah pelajaran - membuat rujukan.
- menyediakan jadual waktu peribadi yg teratur - patuh kpd jadual waktu tersebut.
- rajin bertanya kpd guru - jika timbul masalah - perbincangan dgn rakan-rakan.
- sediakan buku2 rujukan secukupnya. (aren't we have more than enough books?)
- ikuti kelas tambahan - di sekolah/tempat lain (does georgians have this?)
- banyakkan latihan tambahan (we do this? o.O)
- x ponteng kelas/sekolah. (ramai yg buat. duhh.)
- x tinggal sembahyang and sentiasa berdoa. (x sume yg buat. 100% sure. *nod*)
- banyak membaca bahan2 tambahan. (tipu la sape yg buat. novel bole la.)
- sikap x berputus asa - tekun tanpa mengenal jemu. (tgk muka ckgu pun da naek boring. -.-)

kena maki.

it's not like i really kena maki. saja je nak buat gempak. actually, tdi i had a chat with Reena Tasya. A stranger from UK. (bukan ulu klang kay. united kingdom.) huhh... another person from there. tch tch.. anyway, as i was saying, i had a chat with her and she said she's coming back to Malaysia!!! wwwwwweeeeee!!!! miss her. (: so, here's our conversation in fb chat a minute ago.

me: putiiihhhh!!! :D
Reena: wei hang ka ? =____=' gmbaq manaaaaa
me: x la. depa. ape la. aq la.
Reena: haha.
me: hihi. x de gmbr. hoho
Reena: laa. ni aq pnya fb chat ni hampeh. tuis something kat wall aq. aq comment.
me: x mauuu!!!! kang org tau... :P
Reena: pi la. bnda ni rsak kot.
me: org x tau kata nie fb aq. bnyk sgt bdk from skola aq.
Reena: xda sapa view profile aq pun.
me: ade ade!
Reena: skola hang ? hg tkar skola dah ka
me: iye arr. ang x tau ka? cian giler
Reena: BILA WOI.
me: ish3.. thn nie
Reena: skolah mana
me: kat bangi -.-
Reena: BANGI ?! KL?! gilaaaa.
me: yeah. bkn aq da bgtau ke yg aq pndah ke?
Reena: no =__=
me: pehal plak tetibe pggil aq gila? cacat. aq gtau arr
Reena: hahaha. best ar bangi
me: apehal plak? wei wei! suju nk mai m'sia!!!!! XD woot woot!
Reena: sapa suju
me: super junior. siwon ang kan dlm group tu -.-
Reena: WEI BAAAABIIIIIII! BILAA?! siye
me: 20 mac nieeee!!!! wwwweeeeeeee!!!! hoho. pdn muka. sape soh pndh sne. xkn x de org informed ang kot
Reena: haha. pi la. enjoy
me: kalo aq dpt amek gmbr ngan depa, aq show kat ang ek? huhu.
Reena: KALAU la en.
me: tu la. kalau la.. huhh... wei! biler nk blk? windu gilerrrr!!!
Reena: aahaaa july. camna nk jumpa ag
me: ang trun KL dlu kan?
Reena: yeah
me: i'll meet u kat airport la. hoho.

- THE END OF THE CONVERSATION -

new friend from EUROPE! X3

yatttaaaaaaaa!!!!
i've got a new friend yesterday. :D
one of anime maniac! just like me. his name is AUSLIEN!!! (unique name wasn't it? i like it.)
he's 16 from United Kingdom!!! woot woot! (:

he can draw and his drawing of alphonse elric from Fullmetal Alchemist is nice! :3
guess what? he likes DARREN SHAN just like me!!! wwwweeeeeee!!!! X3
this is awesome. really. no. it's MAJOR AWESOMEEEEE!!!!
huhh... this is amazing. well, i don't met much people that loves Darren Shan's books and my besties in Penang doesn't read except if i recommend it to them but only aiden will read. (:
so, i'll continue my chit chatting with him.

-raja-

pathetic life.

Listening to: Celine Dion - Eyes on Me

shit! this is stupid. really. this is the very first time i cried bcause of a guy. i'm pathetic wasn't i? i made my own conclusion, "i'm not suit for a happy ending story." finally, i've managed to delete him completely from my life. but he keeps on lingering in my mind. i can't take him out of my mind. it's killing me and it's all thanks to a guy name Zack. after this, i won't be in touch with him anymore. it makes my heart in pain everytime i think about it. can't someone stop this pain? it hurt so much. i can't heal the wound in my heart. now i know how it feels when someone broke your heart just like how i did to the others. ): so, this is the end of my so-called-pathetic-life.

-raja-

brand new BLOG SKIN.

Listening to: Antonio Vivaldi - Four Season

ehehe.. :D i don't have to write the dates and the time anymore coz my brand new blog skin has everything prepared. yippie! XD
kay, how is it? is my skin nice? i've spent hours in doing my blog's make over. i'm dead tired. but, luckily there's Liam to accompany me. (: we chat for hours about anime and stuff like that. he reminds me of Aiden.

AIDEEEENNNN!!!! I MISS YOUUUUU!!!!

p/s: aiden is a girl. :D

tell me what u think of my blog. hoho. :D

oh i'm so heartbroken. ):

Wednesday, 17th Feb 2010, 9.59 pm

Listening to: Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling (remix)

i invited him to come with me to Kajang today and guess what?!!!
he actually said NO. well, he said he need to take care of the house and he's going out today ):
oh i'm so heartbroken. but it's ok since i'm going out with my dad and my sis.
and faris, how could u?!!!
bkn nk text aq gtau ang blk selasa!!!
aq free tau x!!!
kejam giler ang! ptus kwn! ):
skrg, terlepas peluang nk lepak ngan ang... ):
kay la, chao dlu. :D

-raja-

feeling a bit heart broken...

Saturday, 13th Feb 2010, 3.43 pm

listening to: SNSD - Oh!

i had a crush on this one guy in my class but i don't think he feels the same way i did. everytime he talk to me, my heart feels like going to explode any minute. the way he smile makes me... well, blushing. the only person who knew about this is my partner in class. (:

i think he had a crush with my partner coz he asked for her contact num just after her crush move out from the school (going to mrsm). so, i decided to keep my feelings to myself. but i do feel a bit sad everytime he talk to me coz i can't accept the fact that we're just friends. ):

-raja-

something interesting to share. (:

Wednesday, 10th Feb 2010, 2.35 pm

Listening to: SNSD - Oh!

i can't deny that there is something interesting going on today. :D
really. i kinda like what happened today. hoho.
well, i asked this one guy (let us named him L) if he likes this one particular girl (let us named him G).
and he said, "ye kot."
then, i said, "wei, x maen arr kot2 nie... kalo ko ske, aq nk gtau something. kalo x ske, aq x nk gtau."
let us make it short kay. malas arr nk type bnyk2. hehe.
at the end, i bcame their middle person and i asked him to confess to her by tomorrow bcause tomorrow is the last day for him.
he's going to MRSM. pity her.
i wonder what will happen tomorrow.
well, i do hope that they'll hook up. (:
but there's one thing that i hate bout this fella la.
they had crush on each other tpi x nk confess n they didn't even know that they'd crush on each other!!!
OMG!!! how shit is that?!
after what i did today, then only they now their feelings towards each other.
tbh, i think that's stupid.
da la everyday they talked to each other n siap ade contact num lgy.
ape la.. tu la. sengal btol dyeorg nie...
i always be the middle person to whoever had a crush on my friends or vice versa. (:
let just say, i'm their cupid fairy. :D
kay la, chao dlu.

-raja-

stop all this crap la wei.

Tuesday, 9th Feb 2010, 6.55 pm

Listening to: DBSK - Break Out

greetings people!!! :D

kay, tbh, i wasn't actually listening to DBSK's bcause i listened to it like 5 min ago. XD
anyway, as i was saying...

i MISS PENANNGGGGG!!!!
i MISS ST.GEORGE'S!!!
i MISS those IDIOTTTTSSSSS in f4. :D

this life is barely shitty la wei.
kay, life's here ok la.
i've got thousands of homework to do, thousands of things to catch up and thousands of other stupid stuff la..
i got news from those idiots that they're having a war like war using mind.
gila btol. they're cursing each other under their breath.
wei korg, kalo ade problem, ckp dpan2 arr... bg settle among u guys. jgn la pi type dlm blog or somewhere else as if you're trying to tell the whole world that u guys are having a secret fight!!
mcm bdk2 la korg nieyh...
please la wei. make an end to all this crappy stuff. aq x ske la biler korg jdi camni...
aq plak yg tension kat sni... aq x leh focus dou dlm study aq...
i'll shoot each one kalo korg x settle kan this 'war' by the end of this month.
it's fine kalo korg nk citekan bnda kat aq. i don't mind. plus, aq mmg nk up-to-date psal korg pun. :D
don't mad at me when i typed this thing bcause i've heard of this story from some mouths. ^^
so, jgn tnye aq knapa aq buat cmni kay.
kay la wei, batt da low (i'm at the restaurant using net). so, aq chao dlu. (:

-raja-