R.I.P Merlin.

Listening to: DBSK - Holding back the tears

he's gone...
forever and ever...
the noise made by him when he wakes up won't be heard anymore...
the way he climbs on people when he wanted to sleep won't be seen anymore...
the feel when he sleeps with me won't be there anymore...
his eyes won't open anymore...
shut for eternity...
he won't be there when i wake up in the morning...
he won't be there sitting at the door...
he won't be there when i eat to ask for some...
he won't be there making some noise...
he won't be sleeping on my lap...
he won't be there to share the same pillow with me...
he's not there...
he's dead...
his body froze...
i didn't get a chance to say goodbye...
i didn't get a chance to sleep with him last night before he go...
it's already too late to take him to the veterinary...
if only i bring him to the vet earlier...
he probably still alive right now...
farewell my beloved one...
rest in peace...
Merlin my cat...
i will always love you...
and you'll always be my favourite cat...






i.love.you.merlin.rest.in.peace.<3

exam - goodbye. holiday - welcome. (:

just doing this for fun. well, i'm not going to school tomorrow. :D wanna go mid valley with my sis and watch movies. kay, it's movies time!!! wwwwweeeeeee!!!! XD chao.

movies on list:
ALICE IN WONDERLAND (3D)
UNDER THE MOUNTAIN






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siwon kissed sulli. (:

Listening to: Wonder woman - SeeYa, Davichi, T-Ara

FYI, siwon kissed sulli 2 times...

ON HER FOREHEAD.

so, don't get the wrong idea people. :D
they're actually doing a fashion show for Andre Kim and it's nice.
their first few dresses were nice. then, in the middle of the show, they make a scene.
:O OMG!!! is that true?
unfortunately, it is.
it's like a couple who loved each other so much and they've to break up for some reason.
at first, i don't really get why siwon and sulli's expression was like, sad or depressed or something like that. but then, i knew why when i saw the break up moment.
then, the clothes after were so damn weird. really. it was so HUGE and it look utterly weird on them. hahaha. XD
their last dress were the wedding dress. it looks nice la. most of the time, siwon looks like a prince. -__-

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Things to do in the cinema.

Things to do in the cinema.

1. During the trailers, shout, Fast forward! Fast forward!
2. Wear a very tall hat.
3. When people come in late, say Orrrrrhhhh very loudly.
4. During opening credits... point at a character and say loudly, "He dies at the end."
5. After every gunshot, scream "take cover!" and hit the floor.
6. Use a laser pointer and point the beam at the screen, especially at characters private parts.
7. Go tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk loudly at every kissing scene.
8. Throw popcorn in the air and yell, "It's snowing! Its snowing!"
9. Clap and cheer whenever one of the good guys gets killed.
10. Urge everyone in the cinema to start a Mexican wave.
11. During love scenes, say loudly in Mandarin, Ngggh! Bu yao, ma! (Dont!)
12. During horror movies, keep singing the theme to Jaws (dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum)
13. Sit on old people, pretending not to know they are there.
14. Go to an afternoon screening. Go out of your way to sit next to the only other person in the cinema. Smile at him/her suggestively. (Recommended: waggle your eyebrows for added effect.)
15. Repeat all dialogue ten seconds after it's said on screen.
16. Bring in durians for your movie snack.
17. Or bring in a bowl of noodle soup, and slurp it up loudly.
18. During a sensitive scene, stand up and say loudly, I go shee-shee now, can?
19. Eat the snacks of the person sitting next to you.
20. Lick the person sitting next to you.

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study equation?

can this equation be accepted in exams? :D

fadhliyatul aquilah.

Listening to: Chrono Crusade OST - Here We Stand in The Morning Dew

ila: saya suka orang nie. *show hand*
me: BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! XD
ila: saya sayanggg sangat kat org nie.
me: *still laughing*
ila: tau tau. shhhhh...
teera: wei, nama ape wei?
ila: raja shhhhhh...
raja: *still laughing non-stop*
ila: raja senyap tau. shhhhh...
teera: rajaaaa. bgtau la.

stupid ila for making me laughing like crazy! damn u! XD serious, aq gelak mcm org kena sampuk.

the name written on her palm is...

"AQUILAH"

p/s: ila, pic kau nie, aq rompak dri fb kau tau. :D




Credit to: Fadhliyatul Aquilah & Teera Azhar.
u guys are the best clown ever la. :D






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no more sorry.

no more sorry to be said as things have passed.
no use asking for forgiveness as my heart has been shut down.
this is the last tears that'll fall bcause of the failure of our friendship.
the wound inside me...
let the time heal it.
this is the end of our friendship.
thanks for being with me for this whole 2 years, my dear companions.
i've a great memories with u all.
i can't hold the burden anymore.
i'll let it fall...
just like i did to our friendship...
because i'm tired. tired of hypocrisy. tired of pretenders. tired of liars.
aq penat tunggu korg online, evey single day.
biler online, go invisible. then tak tegur.
aq penat tunggu korg text aq.
biler aq text, korg x reply. ckp x de kdt.
aq penat tunggu korg call aq.
asyik aq je yg call. takkan aq nak call every single person kot. time cuti aq da call. countless times. almost everyday aq call. semua aq call. dah la aq pkai handphone. bkn telefon rumah.
aku dah penat. i'm typing this not in an angry mood. but in a sad mood.
and for your info, i'm crying because of what u guys did to me.
and i swear, this is the last time, i'm crying because of u guys.
my eyes are hurt because of crying and i want it to stop.
it's a farewell to u guys.

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Funny how we used to be close friends. Now we're completely strangers.





Credit to Teera Azhar for the amazing words. (:






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the day i lost u guys.

i can't feel your presence anymore.
you guys were like dead to me.
it's been 3 months i've been here.
for the first 2 month, i got your text, i received your calls, i chat with you guys and i even showed pics of my classmates.
i don't know why but i feel like you guys are not exist in my life right now.
u guys betrayed me. doing stuff secretly behind my back.
tau la aq da x de kat penang. so, korg x leh nak cerita sume kat aq. tapi xkan yg online pun x leh nak cite.
it's not like i'll totally ignore u if u call or text me or chat with me...
duhh... obviously i will layan no matter how busy i am bcause i love u guys.
sorry to say la, things have change. aq x rasa aq rindu kat korg walau sikit pun.
i don't think i wanna see u guys if i go back to penang.
aq try my best to tell everything about my life here and u guys didn't give a shit to tell me about what the hell is going on with your life!
i don't know why i'm so stupid for putting an effort to go to my classmate's profile and rompak their pics just to show who and who is my classmates and tell u guys about who minat korea and who minat this, minat that.
aq spend mse dpan lappy update blog to tell u guys ape yg jdi kat sni smpai kan aq kne stay up siapkan homework, korg bole x update blog walaupun ade blog. bek x yah buat blog camtu. buang je. x yah buat semak otak, kena update benda jadah tu.

u know what, i even put an effort to print pics korg and paste kat file aq. aq even promote korg. sume tnye sape korg and i tell every single thing about how amazing u guys are.

DAMN.I'M.SUCH.AN.IDIOT.

da la wei, aq da penat da pikir. ari2 pikir ape la yg jdi kat 'besties' aq kat penang. ari2 ckp kat klasmates aq yg aq rndu 'besties' aq. ari2 ckp kat dorg yg aq nk blk penang. ari2 ckp aq nk pegi sports day SGGS just to support my 'besties'. ari2 aq cite kat dorg psal how amazing my 'besties' are. but i don't think they did the same to. org yg x rapat ngan aq and bkn my besties plak yg terlebih rndu kat aq. yg rajin tnye psal aq. now i know, who is my real BFF. aiden spend time chat dgn aq. cite everything yg jdi kat life dye even thought x related dgn skola. she even update blog dye. (: so, aq tau jgk walaupun sikit. korg? aq x tau langsung.

R.I.P to:-

NURUL LAWATIEF
NUR SYAHIRAH BINTI SHAHROEL NIZAM
NORIZWANI
FARIS AMIRA

may god bless u guys. u guys are such a wonderful memories to me.

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naufal's jokes n teka-teki.

Listening to: Chrono Crusade OST - Tsubasa wa Plesure Line

today was quite fun.
actually, every day is fun whenever i hear naufal's jokes. it's damn hilarious.
especially the jokes about the taxi. XD i laughed mcm org gila.
i thought my jantung tergolek tdi. but naufal n anaqi really make my day better. even though there's some part where their jokes and story was lame and it wasn't funny. at all.

overall, today was fun. :D
my day won't be fun if there's no jokes n teka-teki from naufal. (:
i wonder where he got all those teka-teki... he can told us almost 20 funny and stupid teka-teki EVERYDAY! his brain mmg contains bnyk teka-teki la.

that's all for today. chao.

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