goodbye, inche engineer

You know, i did try to love you back like how i used to. I read back all of our conversations, look back all the pictures, try to get the feelings back. I did try. But why do you have to ruined everything? You make me feel like all of my efforts worthless. Letih tau tak. Too much pressure. I can't do this anymore. I really can't. Bye.

berzaman haaa

wow dah berzaman tak update haa benda alah ni. well, i'm finally a degree student kat UniKL MIAT where i finally get to pursue my dream to become an Avionics License Aircraft Engineer. so, here's the new image of me:

credit to: Amir Ariff Azmi aka my dear inche engineer for the picture :3 

okay then, back to finishing up my mandarin assignment :D

mereka sangat comel

maria elena, one of the famous blogger in the country has just got married and she and her husband sangat lah comel. family both side nampak rapat sangat and sangat happening wedding dorang. konsep dorang pun cantik. another video yang tunjuk dorang dating pun comel je. here's the official video of their wedding. how i wish my wedding pun nanti macam ni jugak. hailaaaaa

if only you know.

if only everything could work out like how you predicted, like how you say it will, won't it be great? but you were wrong, you were totally wrong. it is not as easy like how you say it. i know i'm not like how you wish i am, how you want me to. i'm not perfect. i'm still trying to improve myself and you know, you could always say it nicely. i try to be the best for you, to make you happy, to make you proud tapi perlu ke layan camni? i know, i'm not as good like other girls, i'm not feminine enough like other girls, i'm just some typical, plain, simple minded person who is actually trying to make some changes like how some people want me to. i wish you know how i feel, how hurt i am right now.

i'm officially single!

be my boyfriend, anyone?