i miss them. D:

even though i always said that how much i hate them, how much they pissed me off and stuff, i always miss them whenever i look back at the pictures of me with them and the memories appear like movie in a slow motion.

i just had a chat with farah on chatbox. she told me to watch a video on her profile and before she left she said, "miss ya u know?". i miss her too. i told her that it had been a while since i last called her and talked to her. she said it's ok. she understand my condition. she even told me that everyone is doing fine. i told her that i'm not fine. i'm tired. i envy them. they dont have to do much hw like we are. ): so, she asked me to have lots of rest and watch the video.

a few days ago i had a chat with didy. she'll wear the red skirt that she dream of. tch...

anyway, just wanna tell all my buddies, when say all, i mean ALL of them that i miss u people. =3

byeee~~

a girl and a boy.

this is a story about a guy and a girl with her 3 girlfriends.

this guy is kinda having a crush towards this girl but this girl doesn't feel the same way he does.

this guy is younger than her and always stalks her and the girl knew about it but she doesn't like it.

one day, the guy passes the girl's class. her girlfriends notice that and start to laugh and pointing and made her embarrassed. what she doesn't realize is that the guy's friends was somewhere near their class and watching their every movements.

she doesn't like everything that the guy did. her friends always told her to tell her real feelings towards the guy if she wanted all of this to stop but she refuse. she said she doesn't want to hurt his feelings even though she knew that what she did will give hopes to that guy. tch...

that's all for today. i think the story was kinda hanging. i dont mind actually. XD tbh, i dont have anything to post ever since putih died. D:

she's gone.

i was in my house. watching MTV which was showing JKpop at that time when along called. she asked me to come out. i went out and she showed me putih. bleeding all over her body right in front of my house! one of her eyes pop out and it was really scary and sad. along told me that she was about to reverse her car to pick syahirah when she was putih jumping around before she died. she said that she saw a black car hit putih but doesn't know whose car it is. i cried right after i saw her. i quickly called my mum and she was shocked when she heard that. she cried on the phone. i could hear her voice shaking. she said she'll come home as soon as possible. then, i called my sis. she just finished her evening class. i told her the news and she also cried. luckily she was in her room at that time and she burst into tears. right after umi arrived, she went to the front door and take off her scarf and asked my dad to dig a grave. she went outside and calm herself. i had already wrapped putih in a cloth and place her at the backyard, waiting for my dad to dig a grave. we love putih very much. she's really sweet to us and she always reply us when we called her. we love her the most.

R.I.P Putih

kawaii presento... arigatou gozaimasu.

my birthday this year is AWESOME! i got SUPER COOL presents. just feeling a bit touching because can't do party with my friends in penang like how we did last year. anyway, i got various presents which i find quite amusing me. :D

1. perfume - my mum (the same perfume that she's using)

2. kuroshitsuju key chain - my sis (it's a pair! woot woot! it's ciel phantomhive and sebastian michaelis)

3. necklace - farah diba (nice one babe. i wear it ever since i got it. i have a bit of difficulty in reading your letter because i haven't read hangul for quite some time.)

4. pwetty purse - teera azhar (it's a nice one. i'll use it)

5. hanging out a day after my birthday - syakira (thank dude. can't go out with her on my birthday because i was with my family. went to batu caves.)

6. SUPER CUTE giraffe - amalina isyqie (it's SUPER CUTE darling. hug it when i slept this evening. and going to do it for whole night because i freakin' LOVE it~)

thnx wishes to these people.

i would like to wish these people for the birthday wish (June 6th 2010)

From SGGS:-

Farah Diba Almayanda

Faris Amira

Nur Syahirah Shahroel Nizam

Norizwani

Izati Hashim

Jessy Wong

Lana Ung

Tan Shin Wey

Naimin

Malin

Nabila Haniff

Families:-

Raja Nurshafira

Siti Hajar

Ninot

Along

Kak Da

Mak Ngah

Hidayah

JESS:-

Teera Azhar

Fadhliyatul Aquilah

Fatin Nurizzati

Amalina Isyqie

Alip Rosli

Faiz Akmal

Tengku Dalila

Tam Ai Wei

Chua Ket Wei

Sazli Rizwan

Aisha Ahmad

Ahmad Azeem

Edryna Fauzi

Old friends:-

Shaikh Uqhaili Ash-Qhalani

Murshid Hilmi

Sa'adiah Zubaidi

Zaid Haritha

Raaj Pritvi

Najwa Subri

Reena Tasya

Outsiders:-

Aizam Ev

Milody Mytha Lopelope Teddy