ulu yam vs bio (idea kak ninot)

tgh comment my status kat fb ngan ninot. i dont know why we called her ninot. well, along called her first and the others followed. XD

today was a great day. went to ulu yam and play kat sne.

it was like family gathering except mama's family tak ikut and mak lang has got work to do at the restaurant and pak lang and abah went to batu gajah. visiting tok wan.

it was awesome mandi kat sne. sejuk2 plak tu. yg ibu2 terjun lpas 1 o'clock.

funny things happened time kteorg kat sne.

tgh hari tdi pak cik panggang ayam n ikan. then, along dtg and help him. pak cik plak pegi terjun. then i came and tetibe i was tagged along and panggang those ayam and ikan. after that ninot came and dye pun kne panggang skali. haha. then then, hajar came and dye pun kne skali. pergghhh... sume anak dara ade kat situ panggang ayam and ikan. sumpah hangus dou ayam.

smbil tggu ayam yg laen msak, kteorg ratah la ayam yg ade smpai hbs. kelam-kabut arr tdi time panggang memanggang.

6 people panggang. my mum, along, kak da, ninot, hajar and me. :D mmg lawak ahh... pak cik buat sorg elok je. hihi. then, mcm2 arr kteorg msak. yg ibu2 siap bwak lesung batu la, gas, dapur, belacan, segala khazanah la..

arrived around 8 am and balik around 4 sbb dah hujan. :D

best arr...

i love my mum coz she took us there.

i love all my aunts and uncle for tagging along and brought all those delicious foods.

i love ninot coz she helped me panggang and panicked together with me when the ayam hangit.

i love along, kak da and hajar for tagging along time mandi tdi.

i love all my cousins and brother for playing the bola tampar and monkey mcm org gila. XD

tu je la. byeeeee. :D

a story to describe my joy :3

on the last 6th May, my family and i went back to Penang coz my sis got tawaran to go to KMK. so, my brother and i tak tau malu and ckp nak ikut. hihi. it's bcause i miss those fella in sggs. (: so, went back in khamis, reach there around 12 am and went to sggs. unfortunately, that day they have gotong-royong. so, memang tak ramai la yg dtg. =_= i text a lot of people and asked them to come. some of them say they will. but for those who tak dpt dtg coz malas or whatsoever, sedih la coz tak jmpe korg. those who dtg, mmg dpt arr. :3

the best moment that i can't forget and meaningful was when i went to see lawatief, aiden n wanie and they were like, "RAJAAAAA!" shouting and hugging smpai nak patah tengkuk. luckily tak ptah lagi. =_=

after that, went to prangin mall and hang out for a while. best tu mmg la best. but the worst part was we didn't have enough money and i brought around 15 bucks at that time. mmg sume tak prepare la. my sis brought 50 bucks but hbs beli alat tulis dye. time kat tesco taknak beli. =_= sumpah kteorg lapar giler dou. >.<>

pathetic.life.of.Raja.Nurul.Izzati.2010.Y

Boom Boom and Bonamana

i freakin love SUJU! hehe. they just made their comeback today on music bank. awesome performance. i love the opening and i love bonamana. the song was weird but cool. bollywood music. hihi. the dance were also weird and cool... =_= too much using 'weird but cool'.. sungmin looks cute in the opening. :3 errr... how to put the video?

*looking*

*searching*

*got blurr* =_=

*bengang*

*ting* DAH JUMPEEEEEEEEE!!! WWEEEEEEEE... hehe. XP

pathetic.life.of.Raja.Nurul.Izzati.2010

who is JUJU?!

can somebody tell me who the heck is this 'juju'? =_=

oh, have i ever type in kata2 semangat before? tak pernah tau... XD

takpe la. next time i'll put in kata2 semangat ek juju... >.<

are we?

last night umi mengamok and asked for divorce from my dad.

umi asked abah to sign some papers. i wasn't there to hear the details. i was afraid to go inside the house. i was at the outside and play games to cheer me up, to avoid myself from crying.

abah refuse to sign the paper and my sister was crying hard. i asked her what paper it is and she said it's surat penceraian.

almost cry but try to tahan. went outside and continue play the game.

then, mama called and asked me to tell everything to her. mak lang was here. talking with abah and umi at the kitchen. she's trying to calm things down.

i cried when mama asked me to tell the details. i don't know how things going on in the house. it's a good thing that my dad refuse to sign. she decided to go back to penang last night but terpaksa tangguh bcause of the paper and bcause mak lang came.

mama came not long after that. i was at mak lang's house. talking with kak long. then, mama called me and kakak. umi told them that she doesn't feel our love towards her anymore. she said our love to her is disappearing and we love abah more.

things are ok now and my parents are not divorcing and umi didn't go back to penang.

but the pressure in umi's heart and soul are not fading. it's still there and still pushing her to the limit. she's pretending in front of people. she's pretending that she's ok and everything's back to normal but in reality, it's not. it's not when she's at home. is it true that we don't love her anymore? is it true?

tbh, things won't happened this way if my stupid mouth didn't make that stupid request. if only i ignored the mak cik and didn't asked my sis to do something without umi at home, umi will still be ok as usual. mama and mak lang won't be coming to our house to settle things up. and i won't be scared right now. i regret everything. EVERYTHING.

Pathetic.life.of.Raja.Nurul.Izzati.2010