josh henderson - can you tell me it's ok

JYEAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH JOSH HENDERSON. :D yeah, i'm crazy about him. this song, it was a cut from the movie "The Jerk Theory". (:

Here we are,
We've been here, yes we have.
Can you tell me we're OK?
We're face to face,
But are we still apart?
Can you tell me it's OK?
You can't know what you've done.
And what I say is to you.
You can stay, you can go,
Still I'll never be the same.
But I hope that we're OK.
You can't know what you've done.
No you don't know how I've changed.
I know, I was wrong.
I'm sorry that I hurt you.
Can you tell me it's OK?
Here we are, we've been here before.
Can you tell me it's OK?
You can't know what you've done.
No you don't know how I've changed.
I know, I was wrong,
I'm sorry that I hurt you.
Can you tell me it's OK?

i'm over u.

walawei dah berzaman aku tak update. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i didnt update a thing ever since i broke up with him. well dear, i'm happy to say that i'm over u now. hmmmm is it too fast? buat pe nak touching lama2. -.- i have a life ya know. so, i better get over it and have a better life kan? so anyway, for the whole week ni, aku asyik busy jeeeee. mengalahkan bussinessman. -.- tidur pun 3, 4 pagi. terbaik ahhhh. pegi sekolah jalan melelong mcm org mabuk. oh, dlm busy2 ni, ade satu lagu asyik temankan aku je. beatiful splinter by josh henderson. hez tak hbs2 ckp josh henderson tu dari wipeout. ntah brape kali tah aku ckp bukan. josh henderson lagi hot kot. i've fallen in love with his songs. :D teera love the song and hez mcm, "biasa je" sampai hati. nak toucing ahhh camni. D: sorry that the title takde kaitan pun dgn things that i've typed here. xD

i do wish u read this.

we've been together for 2 months now. today is the day. it's already 1.10 am and i havent gone to bed yet. i'm still waiting for his call or text at least but i didnt get any so far. so, i was a bit disappointed. i reached home at 5.00 pm. i turn on my cell phone and i checked if i received any text from him but no, i didnt get any. he barely text me nowadays. it'll always be me who call him at night but still, idk where went wrong that he's like asking me to stop calling him right after his class. i called him after 10.30 pm. he finished his class at 10. so, at what time should i call? if i call by 11.00 pm, you'll be asleep by then syg. hari ni genap 2 bulan tpi u tak call or text pun smlm. the whole day. usually you'll be texting me right after u reach home from school. but now, there's nothing from u. i was wondering if you're tired of me, bored with me. yes i know i'm not matured. but that's my nature. i taktau nak jadi matang mcm mne lagi. i locked myself in my room every since this evening. my cellphone stay by my side. i only get out of my room when necessary. i igt u akan call mlm ni. i wait for your call. i do and i still do. if u didnt call me by today, seriously, i dah tak larat dah. dah malas dah nak layan. asyik i je yg give up. tbh, i tak suka u yg skrg. i prefer u yg dulu. the sweet and nice and caring uqhaili. uqhaili that i love. yg rajin text i, ckp sweet stuff, ckp i love you, panggil i syg. i nak uqhaili yg i kenal. i really really do hope that u read this post. i really do. this is just part of it. i'll keep the bigger part to myself. i prefer it that way. (:

WALAWEEEEEEEEEEI! ESOK UJIAN SIAAAAAAAAL! mcm babi je doh nak ujian2 smua. -.- tak pyh nak susah2 bazir kertas la doh. kteorg ni bknnye nak study sgt pun. mmg bru sminggu skolah bukak nak suruh kteorg revise whole form4 books kot. pada2 arr skolah ni pun.

shockingly, IZATI HASHIM DOESNT KNOW THAT I HAVE A boyfriend. not until i mentioned about it earlier. xD kesian dia. hahahahahahahaha.

i've make up with my bf back. (: cool. xD

ok, bye. :D

so, now here i am, online-ing at mcd greenlane. JYEAAAAAAH! I'M IN PENANG BEBEEEEEH! but no, so far i'm not enjoying it. we've promised to meet up here at 2 pm but he can't make it because he said that his fever might be coming back. fuck. why does he get fever at a time like this?! he called but i didn't pick up. i went out and i didn't bring my cellphone along. well, i thought that i don't need it. so, he text and i was like, WTF?! broken heart habis ahh. idk why tpi my mom suddenly je kasi pegi lepak kat mcd and siap tnye lagi nak sleepover kat rumah kwn tak? then tdi umi kata ahh, tdi ckp pegi pukul 2 skrg pukul 4 plak. aku gelak je ahh then bgtau dia psal faris ajak pegi gurney. then umi boleh tnye knape tak pegi? dia siap tnye lagi nak pegi ke? aku ckp ahh nak pegi boleh tpi nak blk tu takde transport. aku rse ahh, kalau aku ckp nak pegi, dia hntr dah sbb nak pegi mcd ni pun dia hntr. mula2 tdi dia ckp pegi sendiri doh. i was like, HUIYOOOO! BIAR BETUL NI UMI KESAYANGAN AKU?! o.O susah nak percaya sebenarnye. igtkan nak pegi sleepover rumah syaira ahhh. hikhikhik tgh try nieeeeeeyh! xD