oh i'm so heartbroken. ):

Wednesday, 17th Feb 2010, 9.59 pm

Listening to: Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling (remix)

i invited him to come with me to Kajang today and guess what?!!!
he actually said NO. well, he said he need to take care of the house and he's going out today ):
oh i'm so heartbroken. but it's ok since i'm going out with my dad and my sis.
and faris, how could u?!!!
bkn nk text aq gtau ang blk selasa!!!
aq free tau x!!!
kejam giler ang! ptus kwn! ):
skrg, terlepas peluang nk lepak ngan ang... ):
kay la, chao dlu. :D

-raja-

feeling a bit heart broken...

Saturday, 13th Feb 2010, 3.43 pm

listening to: SNSD - Oh!

i had a crush on this one guy in my class but i don't think he feels the same way i did. everytime he talk to me, my heart feels like going to explode any minute. the way he smile makes me... well, blushing. the only person who knew about this is my partner in class. (:

i think he had a crush with my partner coz he asked for her contact num just after her crush move out from the school (going to mrsm). so, i decided to keep my feelings to myself. but i do feel a bit sad everytime he talk to me coz i can't accept the fact that we're just friends. ):

-raja-

something interesting to share. (:

Wednesday, 10th Feb 2010, 2.35 pm

Listening to: SNSD - Oh!

i can't deny that there is something interesting going on today. :D
really. i kinda like what happened today. hoho.
well, i asked this one guy (let us named him L) if he likes this one particular girl (let us named him G).
and he said, "ye kot."
then, i said, "wei, x maen arr kot2 nie... kalo ko ske, aq nk gtau something. kalo x ske, aq x nk gtau."
let us make it short kay. malas arr nk type bnyk2. hehe.
at the end, i bcame their middle person and i asked him to confess to her by tomorrow bcause tomorrow is the last day for him.
he's going to MRSM. pity her.
i wonder what will happen tomorrow.
well, i do hope that they'll hook up. (:
but there's one thing that i hate bout this fella la.
they had crush on each other tpi x nk confess n they didn't even know that they'd crush on each other!!!
OMG!!! how shit is that?!
after what i did today, then only they now their feelings towards each other.
tbh, i think that's stupid.
da la everyday they talked to each other n siap ade contact num lgy.
ape la.. tu la. sengal btol dyeorg nie...
i always be the middle person to whoever had a crush on my friends or vice versa. (:
let just say, i'm their cupid fairy. :D
kay la, chao dlu.

-raja-

stop all this crap la wei.

Tuesday, 9th Feb 2010, 6.55 pm

Listening to: DBSK - Break Out

greetings people!!! :D

kay, tbh, i wasn't actually listening to DBSK's bcause i listened to it like 5 min ago. XD
anyway, as i was saying...

i MISS PENANNGGGGG!!!!
i MISS ST.GEORGE'S!!!
i MISS those IDIOTTTTSSSSS in f4. :D

this life is barely shitty la wei.
kay, life's here ok la.
i've got thousands of homework to do, thousands of things to catch up and thousands of other stupid stuff la..
i got news from those idiots that they're having a war like war using mind.
gila btol. they're cursing each other under their breath.
wei korg, kalo ade problem, ckp dpan2 arr... bg settle among u guys. jgn la pi type dlm blog or somewhere else as if you're trying to tell the whole world that u guys are having a secret fight!!
mcm bdk2 la korg nieyh...
please la wei. make an end to all this crappy stuff. aq x ske la biler korg jdi camni...
aq plak yg tension kat sni... aq x leh focus dou dlm study aq...
i'll shoot each one kalo korg x settle kan this 'war' by the end of this month.
it's fine kalo korg nk citekan bnda kat aq. i don't mind. plus, aq mmg nk up-to-date psal korg pun. :D
don't mad at me when i typed this thing bcause i've heard of this story from some mouths. ^^
so, jgn tnye aq knapa aq buat cmni kay.
kay la wei, batt da low (i'm at the restaurant using net). so, aq chao dlu. (:

-raja-

Thursday, 14th Jan 2010, 5.48 pm

Greetings RCE family! (:

how are u guys doing? i miss u guys badly. really. i'm doing great here and still haven't attended in any school yet. i'm dead bored here!!! anyway, i'm waaayyyyy OUTDATED guys. seriously. i don't know a thing about what's going on about jkpop and i haven't heard the latest songs. plus, i'm not watching any latest drama or movies. it's killing me! i think i'm going to suicide. ):

anyway, how's u guys doing? syaira didn't contacted me since last december. same to jelly but i read your comment in cbox. thnx a lot. i text aiden and atief a lot. didn't hear from didy since last week. i can't keep in touch with unnie always since her phone kna rampas and no net. so, it's kind of difficult for me.

my sis and my dad are going back to penang next week. (: i decided to follow them but i'm not sure about my letter's arrival. if it didn't arrive by this week, i might going back with them. :D happy guys? i hope u do. they're going back here maybe sat or sun. depends la. but confirm, weekends x leh kuar. too bad huh?

kay la, i'm checking things that i've missed since moving here. kay then, chao. (:

-raja-