WEIRD DREAMS... BREAKING UP??!!! O.o

guess what?
yesterday i've got a really weird dream...
i was sleeping around 2.30 pm and i've got this kind of dream...
well, i was dreaming about meeting saiful. he was sitting somewhere in a group and listening to some kind of speech. then, i went to him and i hugged him from behind and well...
i kissed him on the CHEEK!!! OMFG!!!!! this is crazy! but luckily it's just a dream.
i was thinking about telling him yesterday but i don't think he cares anyway.
so, what's the point telling him right?
our relationship is kinda... well, not like how we used to be...
i think we're gonna breaking up sooner than i thought.
this is THEEEE LONGESSTTTTT relationship i've ever had...
it's been more than half a year.
just now, he text me.
sounds like he's breaking up with me.
WTF?!!!
i'm not writing this anymore.
i've had enough already.

2009 Golden Disk Award!!!!!! XD

woot woot!!!!
on dec 10th, there will me 2009 Golden Disk Award...
remember last year? alaaaa... TVXQ won the award right?
they won bcause of their album has been sold over millions...
remember? of course la... :D
but this year... bcause of all those crisis happened between SME and TVXQ make TVXQ unable to be one of the nominees.
kinda sad huh... well, it is..
but there is other artists that qualify to get this award...
let's see who's the nominees... :D

Disk Bong Sang Award (similar to best album)
Super Junior - Sorry, Sorry
G-Dragon - Heartbreaker
SG Wanna Be - Vol.6 - Gift
Lee Seung Chul - Mutopia
Drunken Tiger - Feel Ghood Muzik : The 8th Wonder
Seo Taiji - Atomos
Shin Hye Sung - Side 2: Keep Leaves
Bobby Kim - Love Chapter 1
Jo Sung Mo - Second Half
Jang Gi Ha and Faces - Living with Barely Anything
Epik High - E
Lee Sora - Winter Song
Baek Ji Young - Sensibility
Lee Seung Gi - Shadow
FT Island - Cross & Change
Park Hyo Shin - Gift Part 1
Brown Eyed Girls - Sound G
MC Mong - Humaniamal
KARA - Revolution
Fly to the Sky - Decennium
Lee Ssang - Hexagonal
Younha - Peace Love & Ice Cream : Part.A
Lim Chang Jung - Return To My World
Lee Sun Hee - 사랑아
Outsider - Maestro
Dynamic Duo - Band of Dynamic Brothers(10.21)
Wheesung - Vocolate(10.21)
IVY - VOL.3 - Goodbye Tears
Lee Soo Young - DAZZLE
2pm - 1집정규앨범 - Hottest Time of the Day



Digital Bon Sang Award (similar to best single / best digital single)
SNSD - Gee (The First Mini Album)
2NE1 - 2NE1 1st Mini Album
Super Junior - The 3rd Album 'SORRY, SORRY'
Baek Ji Young - Sensibility
Davichi - Davichi In Wonderland
Son Dambi - Type B
SS501 - Boys Over Flowers OST
2NE1 - Fire (Digital Single)
Lee Seung Gi - Will You Marry Me (Featuring Bizniz)
8eight - The Golden Age
2pm - 2:00PM Time For Change
Brown Eyed Girls - 3rd Album Sound G.
SNSD - The Second Mini Album: Tell Me Your Wish (GENIE)
K.Will - Dropping Tears
Lee Seung Chul - A Sad Story Than Sadness O.S.T 2nd
SG Wanna Be - Vol. 6: Gift
Outsider - Maestro
Hwayobi - Hwayobi Mini Album
4minute - Hot Issue
Seung Ri (Big Bang) - REMEMBER
Shinee - 2009 Year Of US: The 3rd Mini Album
SS501 - SS501 Rebirth



Samsung YEPP Popularity Award
Super Junior
G-Dragon
SG Wannabe
Drunken Tiger (Tiger JK)
Seo Taiji
Shin Hye Sung
Bobby Kim
Jo SungMo
Jang Gi Ha and Faces
Epik High
Lee Sora
Baek Ji Young
Lee Seung Gi
FT Island
Park Hyo Shin
Brown Eyed Girls
MC Mong
KARA
Fly To The Sky
Lee Ssang
Younha
Im Chang Jung
Lee Seon Hee
Outsider
Dynamic Duo
Wheesung
Ivy
Lee Soo Young
DaVichi
Son Dambi
8eight
K. Will
Seungri
SHINee
Lee Seung Chul
2PM
SNSD / Girls' Generation
2NE1
SS501



Samsung YEPP Rookie / Newcomer Award
2NE1
T-ara
4Minute
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Rock Award
Jang Gi Ha and Faces
YB Band
Boo Hwal
Cherry Filter



Rap / Hip Hop Award
Drunken Tiger
Epik High
MC Mong
Lee Ssang
Outsider

source : allkpop.com

HAIR CUT!!!!! XD

haha.
just got a new hair cut last sunday.
it was crazy. XD
umi asked me how short do i want to cut and i said until collar.
i also said i want to make my hair thinner coz it's so lebat!!!
she said she can make my hair thinner. so, ok la.
after that, i fucking don't know how she cut and i can feel that she's cutting the part touching my shoulder!!! =_=
aq tauuuu da yg umi potong bgi pndek!!! ):
then, i asked umi, "umi, umi potong nipis ke potong pndek??"
she said, "potong nipis la."
i knew what happened already.
when she asked whether i want to cut more or not, i said, "NNNNOOOOO!!! DA LA UMI... ANIS TAU DA PNDEK." =_=
i'm so damn pissed...
then, she asked if i want to cut more my front hair?
HELL NO!!! i said x mauuuuu.
i know it'll turn out badly if i do so. =_=
i'll try to snap a pic of my new hair when i'm ready... :D

QUEENSBAY!!!!!

went to queensbay today...
sronok giler!!!
went there with atief, aiden, unnie, jelly (faris) and her cousin and syaira!!!
watched "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs"
it was damned funny...
i'll remember that moment. hopefully i won't forget about them when i'm moving. *sad smile*
we ate some pizza but i've forgotten to snap some photos of them eating...
but, here's some photos that we've taken but not by me but by the others.
i just grab from them... XD

see, at the front is atief, beside her is unnie... and then jelly, syaira, aiden and the last girl is ME!!! :D
at this time, we've just done watching movie and it was so damn embarrassing!!!!
why? it's bcause, there's an elevator there and the people keep going around us.
so, it should be embarrassing. duh... obviously.


this one, it's also taken on the same place and you guys must know which one is which one right?
it's already stated in the picture above... =_=







i'm sure gonna miss these fella laa...
no doubt. i'm gonna miss you guys when moving out by the end of this year. ^^







i'm already reach my limit of 'malas to upload' so... i better get going to another blog... :D

so, chao...

FFRRREEEEDDDDDOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!

WOOHOOO!!!!!
freedom!!!! at last!!!! XD
after having a hard week, we're free at last!!!!
PMR is over!!!!!
just hope that RCE members and myself as well will have good results that can make our parents proud... (:
atief, aiden, unnie and syaira bwat parti kat rmh faris...
aq nk join tpi x leh coz umi x kasi... ):
kinda sad...
aq nk sgt pi... time shake hand ngan dyeorg, rsa cam nk nangeh pun ada...
but, kna control...
maintain... maintain... :D
i asked them to snap some photos and send them to me...
at least, dpt jgk aq rsa 'happening' biler tgk gmbr tueh...
but, i don't think they remember to do so...
nmpk sgt da... =_=
whatever it is, lpas nieyh bley lpak bnyk2 ngan dyeong... hihi... XP
hopefully umi kasi la... ya la, da lpas pmr... nk study pe gi...
bakaq buku bru taw... o.O
x baek2... x berkat ilmu...
anyway, hope u guys enjoy yourself and jgn plak terlebih enjoy smpai lpa kat aq... =_=
soh org online... at the end sekoq pun x online...
pnat je tggu...
kay...
chao!!!!